It probably was good for me to doubt for a while, because it gave me some more humility. However that turned to wavering and cowardice and lack of faith that Jesus could still use ME, despite my scars and tears, fears and faults.
A friend has begun pestering me almost every time I see her to resume blogging. I told her my fears and concerns and doubts, and she called me out for listening to the wrong voices.
So after much prayer and thought I resume writing. Maybe the only person who will read it is me, and my supportive husband and the few friends who have been encouraging me. But hopefully through this blog I'll find what I've lost through the tears and aggravations of the last few years: My voice.
Some will be tinged with melodrama, as I'm sure this one is. Hopefully more will be funny, but my prayer is that all of them will cause you to think and pray and grow closer to Jesus.